I will start now, give it the best shot I can - no more fucking around.
I can’t keep getting second chances, I need to relax, I need to be happy - I can’t keep bringing everyone I love down with me.
I can do it. I know I can. I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life, I’m going to finally get my shit together and it’s going to be the best thing I’ve ever done.
I’m going to show everyone that strength that I know I have, I’m going to be proud of myself.
It starts right now.
